where pretyy girls get sent to die

Keep me as a concept 
It’ll hurt less 
As we regret
All the time spent 
Tears meant 
For later
The years begin to fable 
As I remove your part of me 
I can barely bare to be, but then 
I breathe again..
I can’t believe I get to be me again
I can’t believe I finally can see again
Now I see how I just couldn’t see
Now I know why I just couldn’t leave 
How I’ve grown, you wouldn’t believe
Like you never believed in me anyways 
Just believed that I’d be that girl one day 
That lived in your mind
Next to smiles and wine
Never crying! 
Refused to see her insides
Suffocating in your head 
most times she just felt
she was dead
Break my bones to create
Enough space
To squirm around
All the tiny pieces I became long ago
All they ways that you’ll never let go