forgiving in reverse

Take all you want 
I don’t want it 
Forgive, Forget 
Don’t want myself

And you’re built up 
With your white lies
And your highlights
Those beautiful eyes

Falling to pieces
Hope you don’t need this
Forgiving in reverse
Forget that it hurts

Block out all I can
Pretend not to understand
Just to ease the pain
Just to breathe again
Feel alive again
Feel at all again